To dare, to dream, to win: October 2005

This is getting really really complicated..

shutting all receptors..

passive mode activated

不想见你，你却出现。想见你是，你却不见。

That same song is bringing back so much memories of the past.. suddenly feel like seeing them

Ooops...

1) Cock eye..
as i said that time, i thought someone vandalised on the outer wall of the HDB flat... ok, it's i cock-eye.. cos today, i saw a block full of that graffiti". Obviously they are going to repay the whole block, and the graffiti was just some sort of marking.. oh well..

2) Band crisis
supposed to put just 2 bands once and change ard 3 times a day, but my fren told me that putting twice the number of bands can cause the teeth to shift faster.. therefore i put 4 bands each time and changed like 4 times a day. in the end, it lasted me less than one week. And what happen? i am putting 6 each time now; 4 in front, 2 behind. Wanted to go down to get 1 more packet. But to my horror, the dentist was closed till fri!! arrgh!! stupid hols.. now i only got less than 15 bands to last me for less than 3+ days.. someone help me!

Was doing my lab report...

but can't help it but decided to blog went i chanced upon this site.. called Organic Chemistry Help!!

Author : north
Unregistered User(10/8/05 2:00 pm)Reply
Comment: Aldol Condensation..urgent!!! what are the side products for aldol condensation between benzaldehyde and acetone to produce dibenzalacetone? And how to remove those side products?...pls help...urgent

look at the date, it's around the time we do ours, i am 99% sure this is some despo NUS student looking for help online. and he/she got 2 replies.. not bad huh.. lol

http://p090.ezboard.com/forganicchemistrymessageboardfrm1.showMessage?topicID=85.topic

Why??

why can't i keep the promises i made to myself..

try harder.

yes i will.

not that i dun wan to stop doing that. but something else must happen to spark it again.

shall be passive.

Wait..

Current song-- << 恋人未满〉〉.. 我竟然从橱里把cd拿出来听。

not a bad day..

struggled with myself over whether to go back and redo my recrystallisation or not. cos, the percentage is small and i have to specially go back juts to redo that. but after the shitty results i get due to carelessness and the fact that i myself cannot accept that shitty thing that i got, finally i overcome the devil and redo my recrystallisation. but well, i have to wait one hr cos have to go with the lab class going at 2. but well, not bad. worth it ..i believe if fx n verce were there, they sure will say the same.. lol.. anyway, managed to form real crystals this time . and the yield reduced like siao also. haha.. at least liao le wo de xin yuan.. =)

What an OMG good day..

organic, ess careless............ when dentist to get more band, but it's not open.. ok lor,maybe dinner break. go buy dinner; buy 烧肉，get 叉烧 instead..ok lor, since it's cheaper, doesn't matter.

Go back dentist after an hour. It's not open, but decided to walk closer to see if it's open today. Anyway the doctor and dentist is in a bomb shelter, with the doc counter nearer the entrance. when i go in, there was nobody inside, except the receptionist of the doctor. After cfming that the dentist is not open for today, as i was walking out, i noticed the receptionist talking to the doctor, using hand gestures, like signalling in the direction of the dentist. the thought that came to my mind is, the receptionist trying to tell the doc that there is someone who intrude, dunno what he trying to do... Duhz?

yeah yeah..

supposed to go offline, went offline liao but yet i'm back.. not a gd day today. gotta go back on sch on thurs i suppose.. sian diao. worth the time or not i dunno, but at least set my heart at ease.. must say i m quite affected though i shouldnt be. cos because i'm, i end up slacking tonite. not the correct way.. hmm suddenly started talking to many ppl again.
But, well 难得我的乖女儿 come online, so must make exception..lol. but organic tut not done, havent finish looking through how to do; the back topics so much new things.. zzz.. nus sys seriously sucks.. look at 1st 5 min of lanry lecture.. 1 person the whole middle row.. poor lanry, think he gonna talk to air this sat..

dunno why, keep feeling tired these days, must slp early; wake up early feel like slping again.. darn it ... ta ta.. time to sleep i suppose

the leaf..

shall blog about what happen during gen bio lecture last fri.. the bio lecturer is really freaking funny .. 1stly, he dun look like a Dr lor. think he is under 30, but really he dun look 20 plus also. Put him in jc uniform, ppl wun ask question about that. 2ndly, he sure can crack lame, funny jokes.

The lecture last fri was about plants. then mr funny was talking about ferns. "Ferns are very useful for army guys". Then he put the fern he brought to his head. " because it can be used for camouflage."

Then after talking a few more slides of the notes, mr funny brought out a leaf."this leaf is also very popular with army guys." then some guy said out some name. i forget what's the name, but then the lecturer say "ya, its correct. but its more normally known to army guys as the cb leaf."at tat time, i forget already why isit called cb leaf, until the lecturer shown us why."why is it called cb leaf is because," then he showed us ," it opened up like that, like ..." "those gers who dunno what is a cb, can ask ur army guy frends.""of cos this leaf cannot be used as camouflage," then mr funny put the leaf on his head," cos u will look like a cock."

How did that person do it??

was on the mrt on the way home, when i see some red vandalism on the outside of one of the HDB block. And the position where the words are is at the same lvl as the mrt track, which should be 4th, 5th storey. the mrt passed by too fast, so can't see what's the actual writing, but then should be "Blk XXX .. " something 欠钱还钱。。 best..how did that person write on that part.. must be spiderman in action.

yawn

feeling sian now..ok i shall not be so dao from now on.. hehe

anyway, decided to blog about the freaking funny joke by dr lu.
halfway into the lecture..
lecturer: i think some of you get tired, i also get a bit tired, but i dun have any pic to show u. But i decide to do some other thing, tell u something about exam, maybe u will get excited... not really i cannot say too much. just to tell u, i do not have any mcq for exam. that is the only information i want to tell you. why? cos i wan to tell u a joke.not really related to mcq.
"Once i have an exam for students. you know when i'm nice, i try to be nice. so i give them choices, quite easy, i give them 2 choices. can choose either A or B.only 2 possible choices, 50% for each question.When the students all sit down, started writing, i saw a student sitting behind, not really doing anything, but playing around with a coin; tossing a coin. Surprised, i went to him.
lecturer:"what are you doing here?"
student:"I'm just tossing this up. If face up, i go with A, if face down, i go with B."
What can i say, that's his choice. If that's the way he wants to go, i cannot stop it. Then, as it get very close to exam, about 5 min, then i suddenly saw that guy getting very busy, tossing up very very fast.
So i came to see him, and said "what are you doing?"
student :"Don't disturb, can't you see?" i'm checking my answers!"

lol.. its really funny ..esp when u watch it on webcast.. e gen bio lecturer also freaking funny.. shall blog abt the CB leaf next time

Super sian mood..

dun feel like doing anything. rather moody.. dunno wat happen.. but i think it got to do with my braces.. so putting on bands is not fun at all. think the pain gonna be there from today on.. good luck to me.. just now i still think it's fun to put double band... maybe i will try it later, and wake up to an even moodier day. Nv do much today.. nv do anything actually .. sian diao..i havent produce my 1 page script.. well done .. gg

To:

that someone : 过完了今天,就不要再见面,我害怕每天醒来想你好几遍.
myself: if u dun save urself, nobody will save you.

I'm ok..

yes i m. that time i put "health test". actually want to emit the word "health", but then ppl might mistook it for the organic chem test, then it will sound strange. but i put health test then some ppl hor will have things to say... anyway lalal i'm ok. anyway, it's just a urine test ok o k?
Ok, main concern down. gonna concentrate on my other 2...

the confused slacker..

i need a motivator.. yes i do

A bio lecturer joke...

lecturer: quills on porcupines serves as a mechanical defense.
lecturer asked: so how do porcupines do IT?
lecturer answered: CAREFULLY

Yes.. i WILL be ok..

i shall declare myself alrite b4 i go for my health test.. nth will happen! i really mustn't be lazy and use tests as excuses not to go for soka activities..yes. tmr daimokukai i will be there.. sat meeting i will be there also..time to change.. i shall fulfill the promise.. and nothing will happen to me.. cos i got lots of unfinished business...

What will happen to me.. the day after tomorrow?

Was walking home today, when i saw an blind woman walking my way. it makes me think; maybe a blind person will be happier than some people. Even a person who is rich might not be happy. Anyway, being healthy is definitely a must to being happy..dunno what is happening to be and i dunno what might happen to me..i just hope i'm thinking too much.. but i better do sth to ascertain the suitation b4 things get out of control.. hopefully, its all but nothing..

Something's wrong..

i feel soo tired everyday, just feel like slping and not waking up.. something must be wrong with my body ..haiz

我也不像这样...

12+ am.. cj called me.. just after i blogged that i should buck up on my soka activities.. and i said no to his asking me to go home visit with him. haiz. is there really something wrong with me? but seriously i really really can't have someone telling me to go somewhere on the day b4 the thing and expect me to say yes.. during hols, yes.. i will definitely readily say yes.. but now is sch term.. i went out today liao, and last min ask me to go out tmr.. seriously i shouldnt just say no.. but its too last min to say yes...all i can say, the reason for me not to go tmr is cos i need to study for my test..all i can do now is study hard for it. so hope i disappear tmr.. disappear for good.

Thanks and sorry..

yup thanks for celebrating my bday with me today, chun, sl, lr, yc n chow. thanks for the treat at pizza hut and the mudpie at coffee club is gooood!! hehe.. as i said earlier, didn't want to go out at 1st, but well.. everyone else agreed. i mean if they go and i didn't then really spoilsport rite..somemore my bday and i didn't go.

Anyway thanks...and must say sorry to jason. in the end didnt go for the study meeting. I seem to be skipping lots of activities..must buck up...... actually at 1st they wanted to go nydc for dinner + desert. thinking of nydc suddenly made me thought of a post a few months back..i went to look for it and ya, its there... the starting of april, the post of when we went nydc to celebrate chun and lr's bday. What's so special about that day. Not the going nydc part.. but sth else which i did... i deleted my WC that day.. well supposedly... supposed to be the last time i played. i promised to reinstall it only after the exams.. i promised to reinstall it only after the exams. The few posts after that day was also about me having the "miss DOTA" syndome. Well, thinking back, i was lame and stupid. WHY? u may ask..because maybe it's true. Action speaks louder than words.. instead of talking how i missed dota, i should have just concentrated on my studies then. Forget when.. but think it was after my programming pract that i reinstall dota. and installed i did.. and played my way through exam, played past midnite just b4 my MNO exam i remembered correctly, played through almost all exams basically. but luck has ran out. i'm not having the same luck i have during my promos and even As, when i played even the day b4 exam, remembering how me, chow and sl chiong lan, CS and D2 before promos and As. But well, we scored. But things are different then. 2 years of work then, but my consistency allow me to pull through, and at tat time was maths, know means know... somemore got 2 years to study for it.. b4 exam play doesn't really mean a thing. but now, 4 mths plus, 1 exam.. and each one so impt.. i already played more than i work. and things are not as easy as b4, while i'm among the elites. slack = die.. which i did, for the past 2 sems. things that lead to slacking is basically cos my midterm always score, that why complacency did me no favours. but seriously this sem, carelessness after carelessness, blows after blows... did wake me up. but i know i'm aBIT more hardworking now, but still far cry away from really understanding the importance of things. anyway, if not for the YCF i joined and the other SOKA activities i attended during hols, i will definitely still be in my former bad state. Haiz, that's why i should buck up on my practice.

One other person possibly also changed me. Maybe, it's the way she view and do things, which make me feel that all the more i should work hard... okok .. actions speak louder than words huh...

Dilemma..

yup that is how i feel when i went slp yday. seriously i dun wan to go out today, but now i dunno what to do liao. The resolve not to go out today makes me tell jason that i am free and now i got 2 things to attend. And WELL DONE they go organise the thing when i didnt even agree.. and going for 1 thing and not the other is really unfair. some more going out with them is what i can do anytime but the other is a more of a rare chance... so wat shd i do?? haiz..

i mean not that i dun wan to challenge myself but if i go for both.. 2pm leave house.. till 11 i suppose..9 hrs...gosh... HOW HOW HOW?!?! and they have to go plan the shit b4 i agree..

surprises...

wow..today, received many surprise wishes from ppl i dun expect. was in the ess tutorial when my hp suddenly vibrated with a person using a home number calling me. And happen to be rain who called and wished me happy bday.. well quite shocked too.. 1st time hear her voice and long time nv talk to her liao... Ming jun also surprisingly sms me to wish me .. really unexpected also...of cos my class guys wish me also and so did sp n veron.. thanks!!
but think the Angel is still the nicest hor? hor? lol

(So) touched (by the pig)

yeah, so touched by the piggy...and i mean it hor hehe..was really surprised to receive ur sms at 12:03 wishing me happy birthday though u went offline to sleep at 11..did u really sleep or just to give me a surprise? hmm.. nvm will ask u tmr hehe

anyway thanks to xm for being the 1st to wish me.. 1hr b4 time (cos she got to slp early) and guang ming.. surprising he know my bday was today! lol.. cos he saw my bday on friendster..hehe .. and lastly chun.. after i told him some story.. yup.. anyway time to slp!! hope tmr, well today, will be a fine day.. =)

what can i say?

careless again..so pissed that i ran my normal mrt station to mrt station route... tired yet awake..cos i received a good wake up call

The young eagles song

Young Eagles

Sometimes I feel that I don’t know
Who or what am I
But then I know that I must strive
To keep a dream alive
For the world is out there waiting
For someone to make a change
As youth we take this challenge
The world is our stage

* Grow now together
Can you hear our cries
Grow now together
Change other people’s lives
Smile now forever
Let’s fill the world with joy
We’ll make this our endeavour
Young Eagle let us strive

The sun is rising can’t you see
It brightens up the sky
And that is how we’ll live our lives
Come join me as we try
For the world is out there waiting
We must be strong and brave
As youth we’ll take this challenge
Create a whole new age

Time now ...

3.33 am ..thanks to DOTA.. this is mad, this is insane.. time i spend on DOTA is more than the time i spend on studying. Sad to say, the time i spend not studying today is like 5 times more than the time i spend. OH, what is happening?
Just did something, not quite extreme as deleting the game again, butheeding mr lynx suggestion and deleted the map only. Shall see whether this is enuff to stop me from playing. If not, i just have to do wat i always do, the lame way. Playing in this way is going to kill me later, if not sooner. Folks, next time pls dun ask me to DOTA hor, best is i ask u all to play, tell me to go to hell...=)

KNN..

sorry for scolding .. but the freaking IVLE really knn..waste my time ...

This is interesting...

yday when i was on the chartered bus to HQ, i decided to on my laptop and to my surprise i actually detected a wireless network and even managed to view 2 webpages b4 it got cut off. Think the bus already on some expressway and the nearest building then was like 30m away? fun fun ha

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